Thinking back to my mother uprooting her whole life for a better future in a foreign land, I'm filled with awe, excitement and great admiration. I'm also filled with memories of myself as a young boy struggling to adapt to an alien environment, the culture shock of Western culture and the fear and shame of looking and sounding "different".
As a Chinese kid in the early 90s, there wasn't much for me to connect with. We didn't have Asian grocery stores everywhere, no representation in the media, and there weren't any other kids at my school who looked like me. What connection we had to our 'home' back in China was much more than the mere tap of an app away.
The desire to create this film came from a yearning to see such a seminal period in Australian history represented on screen: my own history, and the history of a generation of other Chinese people.
Aussie Rules will find an intimate realism in bringing to life my lived experiences as a first-generation Chinese-Australian immigrant, and by casting a Chinese-Australian actor in the leading role of Wang.
Wang's story is universal, an on-the-cusp teenager trying to find his place in the world. But his predicament is exaggerated because he's searching for this while looking, sounding, and feeling different to almost everyone around him.
Equally lost, Travis, his football coach, hopes to find the same: an alcoholic who's lost touch with his life. His friendship with Wang offers him a thread to reconnect with the world and find acceptance for who he has become.
The script was developed with the idea that the search and longing for acceptance and connection was universal. In a time and society where tolerance feels more and more under threat, I hope my story from 30 years ago can show us what the simple act of acceptance can do: that someone else who may not look or sound like anybody else can take comfort in Wang's story.
The story I'm trying to tell is intimate, deeply personal, and innovative. But it's also crowd-pleasing, energetic, funny, and inclusive. This is the story of racism, inequality and struggle, but also the story of perseverance, acceptance, and triumph. This is a 'small' film, but for me it's a lifetime's story, the scope of which I cannot put into words.
I can't wait to share it with you.
Si-Yu Zhang